{"id":6361,"date":"2018-03-07T23:03:16","date_gmt":"2018-03-08T04:03:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/?p=6361"},"modified":"2018-03-09T02:03:38","modified_gmt":"2018-03-09T07:03:38","slug":"carissa-johnson","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/2018\/03\/07\/carissa-johnson\/","title":{"rendered":"Punk Rocker Carissa Johnson: \u2018Sometimes I Just Feel Like I Want Something Bigger To Reach For, Somewhere Else To Go\u2019"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Last April, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.carissajohnsonmusic.com\" rel=\"noopener\" target=\"_blank\">Carissa Johnson<\/a> recalls, \u201cWe\u2019re the last band of the last show of the Rumble.\u201d A couple weeks earlier, the Andover punk rocker\u2014accompanied by The Cure Alls featuring lead guitarist Steph Curran and drummer Nick Hall\u2014had been one of 24 bands competing in Boston\u2019s annual Rock \u2018N\u2019 Roll Rumble. By April 21, they\u2019d made it down to the last three bands.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe were in our third song, all of a sudden the lights came on and the amps stopped working and the mics went off,\u201d recalls Johnson, who celebrates the release of her third album, \u201cTalk Talk Talk,\u201d accompanied by Curran and Hall, on March 10 with an <a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/events\/804316009750665\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">album release show<\/a> at <a href=\"https:\/\/www.greatscottboston.com\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Great Scott<\/a> in Boston that night.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe fire alarm got pulled,\u201d Johnson says. The few hundred folks at the show at Once in Somerville had to evacuate for about 20 minutes. \u201cIt\u2019s raining out,\u201d she says. \u201cIt\u2019s the worst thing that can happen, but now it\u2019s like, \u20180h, man, I\u2019ve got to figure this out on the spot.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" style=\"border: none; overflow: hidden;\" src=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/plugins\/video.php?href=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2FRockandRollRumble%2Fvideos%2F1484052398274385%2F&amp;show_text=0&amp;width=560\" width=\"560\" height=\"311\" frameborder=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Johnson says she\u2019d not been sure about entering the Rumble in the first place, being skeptical of music competitions. \u201cI honestly didn\u2019t expect to make it through the first round,\u201d she says. Plus, \u201cThere\u2019s that whole thing of the Rumble curse. If you win, you\u2019re just going to be forgotten about.\u201d Then again, the last women to win were Amanda Palmer with The Dresden Dolls in 2003 and Aimee Mann with \u2018Til Tuesday in 1983. \u201cThese are two of my favorites and I\u2019m like I want to be the next female to win this.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe whole place refilled with people and as everyone was coming in we started over the song we left off on,\u201d Johnson says. \u201cThat was the part of the set where our energy was ramping up and all of a sudden it got shut down. And then as we all got back in the energy just built up to double what it was before.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She said something like, \u201cWhat\u2019s rock and roll without a little bit of fire and spontaneity.\u201d They played the title track of her 2015 album \u201cFor Now\u201d and got people singing along \u201cFor now! For now!\u201d When it was over, the band had bested 23 other bands and won.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6413\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6413\" style=\"width: 900px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/festival.casteliers.ca\/en\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-6413\" src=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picFestivalDeCasteliers2018w-2-1024x424.jpg\" alt=\"Advertisement\" width=\"900\" height=\"373\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picFestivalDeCasteliers2018w-2-1024x424.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picFestivalDeCasteliers2018w-2-300x124.jpg 300w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picFestivalDeCasteliers2018w-2-768x318.jpg 768w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picFestivalDeCasteliers2018w-2.jpg 1170w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picFestivalDeCasteliers2018w-2-370x153.jpg 370w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6413\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Advertisement<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<hr \/>\n<p><em>Help Wonderland keep producing our great coverage of local arts, cultures and activism by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.patreon.com\/wonderlandlandfanclub\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">contributing to Wonderland on Patreon<\/a>. And <a href=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/subscribe\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">sign up for our free, weekly newsletter<\/a> so that you don&#8217;t miss any of our reporting.<\/em><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/XvvmUMADG-Y\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u2018I Don\u2019t Know Myself&#8217;<\/strong><br \/>\nJohnson lives in Andover, Massachusetts, where she grew up. Now 24, she\u2019s been playing music around Boston since her mid teens.<\/p>\n<p>After winning the Rock \u2018N\u2019 Roll Rumble, she and The Cure-Alls played the Boston Music Awards at the House of Blues and First Night Boston in December. Following Saturday\u2019s album debut show, the group has performances lined up at Thunder Road in Somerville on March 26, Koto in Salem on April 6, and at Once in Somerville on May 19.<\/p>\n<p>Still, Boston has \u201cbecome smaller over time. It seemed like this huge thing to be playing in Cambridge or be playing in Boston. There\u2019s so much in the city that I want to do, but I\u2019ve gotten to feeling a little claustrophobic,\u201d she says. \u201cSometimes I just feel like I want something bigger to reach for, somewhere else to go. I know I have this tendency to run away from things.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTalk Talk Talk\u201d is filled with lyrics that can sound like defiance in the face of breakups.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShatter then gather yourself \/ You\u2019re looking for what\u2019s already found,\u201d she sings on \u201cShatter.\u201d \u201c\u2026I won\u2019t cry anymore over you \/ Don\u2019t you cry over me.\u201d<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_4314\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-4314\" style=\"width: 900px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0852w.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-4314\" src=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0852w-1024x743.jpg\" alt=\"Carissa Johnson plays at the 2017 Boston Music Awards. (Greg Cook)\" width=\"900\" height=\"653\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0852w-1024x743.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0852w-300x218.jpg 300w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0852w-768x557.jpg 768w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0852w-370x268.jpg 370w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0852w.jpg 1170w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-4314\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Carissa Johnson plays at the 2017 Boston Music Awards. (Greg Cook)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>\u201cWhy do you always come back to me \/ After my years of crying \/ I\u2019ll never put you on the back burn \/ I promise, I mean it now better than I ever have before,\u201d she sings on \u201cTwo Weeks.\u201d \u201c..Headfirst into unknown \/ I don\u2019t wanna live life \/ With a chain and ball \/ Everbody seems to know me so well \/ I don\u2019t know myself \/ At all.\u201d<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6366\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6366\" style=\"width: 300px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picCarissa-Johnson-and-the-Cure-Alls-Talk-Talk-Talk-coverW.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-6366\" src=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picCarissa-Johnson-and-the-Cure-Alls-Talk-Talk-Talk-coverW-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cTalk Talk Talk,&quot; the new album by Carissa Johnson and The Cure-Alls. (Courtesy)\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picCarissa-Johnson-and-the-Cure-Alls-Talk-Talk-Talk-coverW-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picCarissa-Johnson-and-the-Cure-Alls-Talk-Talk-Talk-coverW-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picCarissa-Johnson-and-the-Cure-Alls-Talk-Talk-Talk-coverW-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picCarissa-Johnson-and-the-Cure-Alls-Talk-Talk-Talk-coverW-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picCarissa-Johnson-and-the-Cure-Alls-Talk-Talk-Talk-coverW-370x370.jpg 370w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picCarissa-Johnson-and-the-Cure-Alls-Talk-Talk-Talk-coverW-70x70.jpg 70w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/picCarissa-Johnson-and-the-Cure-Alls-Talk-Talk-Talk-coverW.jpg 1170w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6366\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">\u201cTalk Talk Talk,&#8221; the new album by Carissa Johnson and The Cure-Alls. (Courtesy)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>\u201cTwo Weeks,\u201d Johnson says, \u201cwas about giving two weeks to your job and doing what you like. It\u2019s like talking to your lover and saying you have another love and it\u2019s the music and I\u2019ve got to do this.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The songs \u201cI Always Will\u201d and \u201cYou Lost You,\u201d she says, are \u201cabout a friendship falling apart.\u201d But except for maybe the song \u201cCardinal\u201d (\u201cFeels like you\u2019d like to forget my name\u201d), she says, its \u201cnot really about anything romantic.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMost of it is about figuring out if I should stay or if I should run away,\u201d Johnson says. \u201cOverall it\u2019s about feeling a little stuck or feeling a little upset with everything that\u2019s going on around me and wanting to change it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Johnson mulls running away, she says, \u201cto find myself because I don\u2019t feel like what\u2019s going on here all the time is me. Or to get my music heard more I\u2019ve got to go elsewhere. Or just to break out of here and go everywhere.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019ve never felt so sick of being young,\u201d she sings on \u201cHome.\u201d \u201cI\u2019ve got so much more to give but sometimes I don\u2019t know how.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/mxBO_4Qe_dw\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u2018Feeling What I\u2019m Feeling\u2019<\/strong><br \/>\nJohnson says she played more than 150 shows across nearly 30 states in 2017. \u201cSometimes I\u2019m playing to literally no one. I went from playing a sold-out Viper Room in California to literally nobody in Joshua Tree the next day.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>These were mostly solo acoustic shows, which can give her songs a melancholy singer-songwriter vibe. \u201cIt\u2019s more like folk punk a little bit, but not really. It\u2019s more like punk acoustic rock,\u201d says says.<\/p>\n<p>The same songs, when she\u2019s joined by Curran and Hall, can become defiant anthems about heartbreak, about struggling to figure out who she is, what she wants, where she\u2019s going. They&#8217;re about struggling to make it as a musician in the face of haters and critics. \u201cThese sad songs, but they can come across as happy, uplifting rock songs.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Curran and Hall, \u201cthey really made these songs something else,\u201d Johnson says.<br \/>\n\u201cIf I had to choose, I\u2019d choose the band, just because of the power behind that. I feel like I like to lift my head around and play with more force.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/YDpTUTt6FfU\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m definitely influenced by \u201870s New York punk,\u201d Johnson says. The Ramones, Sex Pistols, The Jam, The Runaways, Blonde, Talking Heads. She\u2019s adopted a classic punk look\u2014black, denim, patches, pins, playing her bass with the wide-legged stance of Johnny and Dee Dee Ramone.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI got into that type of music right when I started playing bars and playing out. \u2026 I\u2019m like, &#8216;I\u2019m going to become that,&#8217;\u201d she says. \u201cListening to that music, I\u2019m like, \u2018Finally someone is feeling what I\u2019m feeling.\u2019&#8221;<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><em>Help Wonderland keep producing our great coverage of local arts, cultures and activism by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.patreon.com\/wonderlandlandfanclub\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">contributing to Wonderland on Patreon<\/a>. And <a href=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/subscribe\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">sign up for our free, weekly newsletter<\/a> so that you don&#8217;t miss any of our reporting.<\/em><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<figure id=\"attachment_4302\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-4302\" style=\"width: 900px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0925w.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-4302\" src=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0925w-1024x753.jpg\" alt=\"Carissa Johnson plays at the 2017 Boston Music Awards. (Greg Cook)\" width=\"900\" height=\"662\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0925w-1024x753.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0925w-300x221.jpg 300w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0925w-768x565.jpg 768w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0925w-370x272.jpg 370w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/picBostonMusicAwards171207aCarissaJohnson_0925w.jpg 1170w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-4302\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Carissa Johnson plays at the 2017 Boston Music Awards. 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