{"id":5121,"date":"2018-01-11T12:06:06","date_gmt":"2018-01-11T17:06:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/?p=5121"},"modified":"2018-01-12T00:09:16","modified_gmt":"2018-01-12T05:09:16","slug":"grace-givertz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/2018\/01\/11\/grace-givertz\/","title":{"rendered":"Grace Givertz&#8217;s Songs Are Sweet And Salty, Witty And Resolute In The Face Of Heartbreaks"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cMy blood comes from \/ A scab I picked too early \/ And my sweat comes from \/ Global warming in February \/ My tears flow freely for \/ The life I could have had \/ I should have had,\u201d Grace Givertz sings on the title track of her five song EP \u201cThe Light\u201d that came out last October.<\/p>\n<p>Givertz\u2014who performs <a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/events\/1204405003023928\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">at PA\u2019s Lounge in Somerville tonight<\/a> (with a friend, Maggie Rosenberg, playing guitar for her) and then has a couple underground shows on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/events\/316869078818680\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Jan. 19<\/a> and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/events\/1944123629187107\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Feb. 3<\/a>\u2014describes herself on <a href=\"https:\/\/gracegivertz.bandcamp.com\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">her Bandcamp page<\/a> as \u201ca Boston based indie folk singer songwriter. With a large voice packed into a tiny body.&#8221; To be precise: 4 feet, 10 and \u00be inches tall, she tells me.<\/p>\n<p>The 20-year-old&#8217;s voice is distinctive\u2014gritty, boisterous, soulful, sunny\u2014as she plays guitar, banjo, ukulele, harmonica and foot tambourine.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe Light\u201d is an album of songs that are sweet and salty, witty and resolute in the face of heartbreaks. As the chorus of the title song goes: \u201cMaybe the light \/ At the end of the tunnel is just a train \/ I gotta face head on \/See if I come out standing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe Light,\u201d she says, \u201cis definitely about kicking life in the butt when it\u2019s kicked you in the butt.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy family has been extremely supportive my entire life,\u201d Givertz says. \u201cI feel that\u2019s why I\u2019ve gotten to this point where I\u2019m not even phased by getting hit by a bus.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Yes, she says, she really got hit by a bus. We\u2019ll get to that in a minute.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_843\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-843\" style=\"width: 900px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0789w.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-843\" src=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0789w-1024x661.jpg\" alt=\"Grace Givertz performs as Somerville's Pity Party. (Greg Cook)\" width=\"900\" height=\"581\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0789w-1024x661.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0789w-300x194.jpg 300w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0789w.jpg 1050w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-843\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Grace Givertz performs as Somerville&#8217;s Pity Party. (Greg Cook)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Givertz moved to Boston in August 2015 to attend Berklee College of Music. She\u2019d come here under the impression that she had a scholarship, but, she says, not long after arriving she learned that \u201cmy scholarship didn\u2019t exist.\u201d The school told her, \u201cSo you have to pay full tuition or leave.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I met her that September, when she performed as the closing act of the \u201cPity Party,\u201d a funny-serious depress-tival that I organized with the Somerville Arts Council in Union Square. Her mom sat in the front row crying as Givertz stood on the stage performing a heartbreaking cover of Radiohead\u2019s \u201cCreep&#8221; for a rapt audience of hundreds of people.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_844\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-844\" style=\"width: 900px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0940w.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-844\" src=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0940w-1024x681.jpg\" alt=\"The Somerville Pity Party crowd applauds Grace Givertz, as her mother (foreground) is brought to tears. (Greg Cook)\" width=\"900\" height=\"599\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0940w-1024x681.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0940w-300x199.jpg 300w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0940w.jpg 1050w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-844\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">The Somerville Pity Party crowd applauds Grace Givertz, as her mother (foreground) is brought to tears. (Greg Cook)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>So Givertz returned to her hometown of Jupiter, Florida, at the start of that October. She grew up there with her mother and father and an older sister. (Another older sister lives in England, where Givertz&#8217;s father is from.)<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI came home from Berklee and my Dad lost his job\u201d that November, Givertz says. \u201cEverything went downhill from there.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She says the family ended up losing their house and becoming homeless in May and June of 2016. \u201cThings got too expensive and we didn\u2019t have any income. I was working three jobs. I was 18 years old. I couldn\u2019t carry that,\u201d Givertz says. \u201cIn all reality it wasn\u2019t my responsibility. Part of me knew that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe lost our house on a Thursday \/ It was just like any other Thursday \/ Because we\u2019d lost our house \/ One too many times before,\u201d Givertz sings in the final song on the EP, \u201cFather\u2019s Daughter.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The chorus is variations on: \u201cAnd I know that times are tough \/ And he\u2019s just down on his luck \/ But I guess we\u2019ll have to wait \/ Until tomorrow.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/aqT0XTxJVRI\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019ve always had people in my life who are like, \u2018Why don\u2019t\u2019 you hate your parents,\u2019\u201d Givertz says. \u201cThat song, it\u2019s taking people through the good and the bad. \u2026 Just because there\u2019s been hardship, you can still love them. My Dad is pretty cool.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI say, I\u2019m still proud \/ to be my father\u2019s daughter \/ Without him, I don\u2019t know \/ How I could have ended up \/ Any stronger,\u201d Givertz ends \u201cFather\u2019s Daughter.\u201d \u201cI love his whole heart \/ But with our time apart \/ I hope he learns to be \/ His daughter\u2019s father.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI just wouldn\u2019t want my parents to be made out as bad people because of the cards life dealt them,\u201d Givertz says. \u201cI want people to know he\u2019s still good even if this is how it is, even if he couldn\u2019t hold a job down or keep a roof over our heads. He was still a good person.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI actually wrote \u2018Father\u2019s Daughter\u2019 in a hotel room,\u201d Givertz tells me. They\u2019d been living there \u201cthrough my parents\u2019 church. They were helping and people were helping, but at some point you need to help yourself. Which is what I needed to do. Which is why I came back to Boston.\u201d<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_842\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-842\" style=\"width: 900px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0769w.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-large wp-image-842\" src=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0769w-976x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Grace Givertz performs as Somerville's Pity Party. (Greg Cook)\" width=\"900\" height=\"944\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0769w-976x1024.jpg 976w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0769w-286x300.jpg 286w, https:\/\/gregcookland.com\/wonderland\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/09\/picPityParty150917A_0769w.jpg 1050w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-842\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Grace Givertz performs as Somerville&#8217;s Pity Party. (Greg Cook)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Givertz had kept coming back to Boston to visit. She re-auditioned at Berklee \u201cand they didn\u2019t give me a scholarship,\u201d she says. \u201cIt ended up not working out. Which I think it the long run is better.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>But Boston was on her mind, drawing her back, because of the relationships she\u2019d sparked during the few months she was here in 2015. \u201cI think a lot of it was I had this in now. All these people I met in the month I went to Berklee. \u2026 a false hope that the Berklee community would still be there.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>These connections didn\u2019t all hold up, Givertz says. But she found other friends and kept playing and writing songs.<\/p>\n<p>Her songs tend to be partly autobiographical. \u201cIn the midst of writing them, I made them a lot more condensed. I made them a more dramatized thing for the song,\u201d Givertz says.<\/p>\n<p>The album includes breakup songs filled with longing as well as defiance. In \u201cNot Your Girl,\u201d she sings, \u201cIf we had met in another life \/ I wonder if I would be the one \/ That you\u2019re holding tonight \/ Was it easier when things were pure \/ And intentions were in sight \/ I wanna believe that I\u2019ve \/ Always been right about you \/ Because I don\u2019t think I could \/ Ever forget about you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Givertz says, \u201cThose are different experiences that happened to me and experiences that I know very well.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/vCE7xaeLLeM\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>In Boston, she held down day jobs as customer service supervisor at a grocery store and a florist. She left the latter job because it was all adding up to too many hours.<\/p>\n<p>Which brings us back to the bus. \u201cI quit that florist job and 30 minutes later got hit by a bus,\u201d Givertz says. \u201cI was biking home. The Kenmore area by Fenway Park. And I went to merge and there\u2019s this split between Comm. Ave. and Beacon \u2026 and the bus \u2018didn\u2019t see me.\u2019 I was under the front bumper of the bus. I didn\u2019t get run over with a wheel or anything.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Since then, she says, \u201cI\u2019ve been gigging consistently. But I haven\u2019t retained full motion in my shoulder.&#8221; Doctors \u201ccouldn\u2019t figure out what was wrong with me. It just kept getting worse and worse.\u201d One diagnosis was rotator cuff tendonitis.<\/p>\n<p>After months of physical therapy, she wasn\u2019t seeing improvement, so the therapist sent her to get a second opinion. That doctor diagnosed the problem as a damaged AC (acromioclavicular) joint in between the collarbone and shoulder blade, Givertz says. A Cortisone shot made it feel better for a while.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s pushed and it can\u2019t go back into place. So they have to shave off part of my collarbone.\u201d Surgery is scheduled for Jan. 24, she says.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m in so much pain,\u201d Givertz says. \u201cI cannot play my instruments anymore. I can\u2019t pick them up anymore. That\u2019s not okay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Her songs deal with these troubles, but they sound bright.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere\u2019s no point in living a crappy life because you\u2019ve been giving a crappy situation to deal with,\u201d Givertz says. \u201cThat was instilled in me by my parents because we\u2019ve had so many crappy things dealt to us and they haven\u2019t batted an eye.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She adds, \u201cThey luckily are living in a house now. And my Dad has a job. It\u2019s getting better. 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